Testing, Testing 1,2,3
It’s rudimentary and necessary.
The recent news in our community has been beyond tragic. Though fentanyl has been dangerously lurking for many years, lately it seems even more omnipresent. And its toxic effects are a potential menace in every drug. Our communities need to hold each other up to new standards of safety and dialogue.
Test everything. Every time. Period. Though your source may be consistent, the batch may not be. Or even if it is, a few milligrams of fentanyl or xylazine might be lurking in one baggie and not another. And that’s all it takes to harm or even kill you. So even if you’ve been told it’s been tested, take two minutes to do so again. Be vigilant. And don't rely on past results as a prediction of the future. You’re not a guinea pig. And there’s no such thing as testing too many times. Educate yourself about the types of tests available- fentanyl, xylazine and reagent; and know how to conduct them correctly. DanceSafe is a fantastic resource to do just that and order supplies.
I’ve heard stories from those who’ve encountered that deadly singular red line and have seen it happen myself. The relief I had in avoiding calamity was massive. And a major reality check. If it happens to you, immediately let whomever you procured it from know and anyone you think might have as well. No matter how remote the possibility.
Testing is the new norm from here on forward. Part of your standard routine. And not just in your actions, but also in your conversations. Did someone offer you a bump? Ask if it’s tested. Every single time. If it’s not or they’re not sure, it’s simple- then don’t do it. Your life is not worth the risk. Not asking these questions of ourselves and others is careless in this scary climate. Because no one is invincible. Period. And not only might your life be over, but think of the tremendous effect it would have on your family and friends as well.
Equally important is to have naloxone (brand name narcan) at the ready and know how to use it. And not just one, but enough for everyone. Let your friends know where it’s kept in your home. Carrying at an afters? Ask where it’s at in case you need to administer it. Don’t be shy about asking important questions. Going out? Add narcan to the list of things you take with you- “keys, phone, wallet, etc.”. Throwing a party? Have the necessary supplies available and a medic if you can.
Be cautious and be safe. No high is worth a tragic ending. Let's hold each other firmly accountable. And if you see a friend being reckless, have a discussion with them. Multiple if needed. They're ultimately gonna do what they're gonna do, but you tried. And hopefully enacted positive change.
And no matter what, do NOT drugs alone. Have at least one friend present who’s not indulging and at the ready with narcan for all who are.
Or just don’t do it. That's the safest bet. So rather than partake, perhaps take a break.
And please share this with your friends. Because it's really, really fucking important.
Many cities offer free narcan and testing strips. Know of any sources? Please leave them in the comments. In NYC you can order them via https://forms.ny.gov/s3/Harm-Reduction-Order-Form.
Never Use Alone is a free hotline for people to call to have someone on the phone in case something happens. They’ll send an ambulance if it does. 877-696-1996 / neverusealone.com
End Overdose is a resource that offers online training and ships naloxone free nationwide. https://endoverdose.net/
Tovah Feinberg is the author of Rants and Raves, a newsletter with musings about raves that focus on the party and culture rather than the DJ such as "Bottoms Up", "Why It's Cool To Not Be a DJ" and "Much Ado About You"Want more? - Subscribe here.